So what you are saying, is that all us Atheists should believe in God, solely for our future gratification? What your suggesting, is that a rational person can knowingly will himself to believe a proposition for which he has no evidence?
I was one of those abused children who grew up being forced to go to church. My mother was a woman with incredible faith. After going through a period of years of "knowing better", being enlightened, subscribing to scientific evidence and rejecting the "fables" of the Bible, I eventually came to a place that I wanted to know. I
needed to know.
It is more a matter of wanting to know the truth, setting your preconceived notions and logic aside, and seeking God. I realized that I was more than flesh and bones, that there was something unique about me. There was something that set me apart from every other human being, while at the same time giving me a great store of shared life and heritage.
But what was it? If it was true that God didn't exist, that he was a fabrication of man, what was to be found to remotely explain a purpose for my life, for our lives?
I don't know what others are suggesting. I, like you, consider myself to be a rational person. And whether a Christian, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist, Agnostic, Atheist, or Secularist - at some point it becomes a "belief system", as evidence is only as valid as the perception of those receiving it. And any "evidence" you have has to be reconciled with your essence as a sentient being.
I do not have evidence that will satisfy you that there is a good. You, however, do not have evidence that will convince me that there is not.
I'm including this quote, as I don't think that it is a matter of "willing" yourself to believe.
If there be a God and one has never sought him, it will be small consolation to remember that one could not get proof of his existence. –George MacDonald
Do you understand, I would have to lie to myself every day, about everything I see in the world, to even pretend that there was a God.
I suspect no one ever acquires his religious beliefs in this way (Pascal certainly didn't). But even if some people do, who could be so foolish as to think that such beliefs are likely to be true?
Again, it's a matter of perception. What you perceive as a lie, and contrary to the world you see is exactly the opposite to me. The world I see around me convinces me that there can be no other truth, but than that God is real. Even though I cannot prove it to you, you can provide no proof that he isn't real. I can find no foolishness in embracing these beliefs to be true. It is the grand gamble that Pascal identified.
I can't resist this quote from the Little General, since I'm in such austere company:
You think you are too intelligent to believe in God. I am not like you. --Napoleon Bonaparte