Your God says he will express his love for us by sending the vast majority of us to hell while only accepting the few on the narrow path.
You may think that you will be nice and comfy in heaven with most of those you have ever loved burning at your feet.
If you are that delusional that you think you would not go insane, then that just shows how heartless you are and you can keep your vile and immoral God.
Where is your sense of morality?
“The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it; a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.” ―
Richard Dawkins,
The God Delusion
Regards
DL