Thanks for sharing that Pandora, it's important for people to hear that. There are millions of women out there who later on regret the choice they made because of being afraid at the time. I know I would feel the same as you. Men think just because women can "get rid of it" that that is the end of it. For some the emotional part of that decision lasts a lifetime and they always wonder "if".
what she said.
When you're young and scared you can't always have the wisdom to see past the here and now. That's why you have principles to point you the way. We need parents (plural whenever possible) to make sure these get taught, Pan relied on Planned Parenthood and wishes she had not. Some lessons are learned the hard way. I wish it were not so but it is.