You are wrong about many things. Do not read literally. It does not work.
It happens that for Christians, I promote the Jesus of the bible that the churches do not.
Luke 17:21 Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.
Romans 8:29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.
You seem to dislike going within as Jesus taught yet that is where God and his kingdom are. But I understand if you do not believe Jesus. Few Christians do.
Understanding is not their forte as they just care about salvation and will follow Satan to get that fear appeased.
You gave a lot of information and I did not read it all but if you want to know what a real live Gnostic Christian things, ask away.
Regards
DL
